A short walk in the light of the world

I don’t think I want to be here anymore, it’s getting too stressful and I’m not sure how much longer I can handle it.  I know I’d feel like a failure if I left though.  And taking a year off isn’t an option because I would lose my scholarship.  It’s just hard to think about.  Spring break cannot come sooner though.  In August I couldn’t wait to come to Flagstaff, now I can’t wait to go back home.  Things change.